Good Morning Love, Lets close the door on Baltimore

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face. It never feels out of place. :)

Today I was on the bus listening to "I Put a Spell on You" and texting Matt for the first time in a long time and I came to the realization that:

I was so addicted to Matt because I had no identity of my own but through him. I completely lost myself to him. I was so blind to it the whole time. I didn't even notice that as everyday slipped by, I lost myself more and more. I should have seen it when people said that I was acting like him, but boy oh boy I was I blind as could be.

I was just too scared to face reality so, I hid behind him and I almost turned into him. I'm a bit disgusted... but I did learn a lot from him. I'm just done. He always pushed me away and I give up fighting it.

The bulk of our supposed fight and the start of our ending was the day I met Danny. Matt couldn't handle it so he broke up with me. And now I am the happiest I have ever been. I'm not as depressed as I used to be because I am not letting Matt drag me down. I refuse to put up with him any longer. It was fun while it lasted, but thank god its over.

Good Morning Love, lets close the door on Baltimore and start living how we should, happy.