Black Hole

This is really hard to just keep going like this. All I want is right in front of me and totally unattainable. I reach out to grab it and it slips through my fingers like sand. I had it. I had all I wanted. I had a hope. I had a dream. I had something to look forward too to get me through the day. Then like a thief in the night he came and stole that away. I should have known that some things are just too good to be true, that they won't last.

I feel like my heart has been sliced out of my chest and thrown to the ground and left for the dogs. Like it was taken out of me and tossed in a paper shredder then the scraps burned and shattered to the wind.

Honestly, this is not the time for people to pursue me, but they still do. Why? I will never know.

The sun of my life has fallen out of place and there is no gravity to hold me to life anymore. I am steadily slipping into the black hole that he left. Everything is collapsing in on itself. In the blink of an eye it is gone.

My heart had just come out of what felt like an eternal winter when he shined on me. But seasons come and go... it can't be sunny forever. I learned this. During the day the flowers bloom and stretch out to meet him. And now there is no light at all and I am a barren wasteland. What can thrive without the light of the sun? Nothing.

So where does that leave my world? Eternal darkness.