Tonight my best friend read me Romans 10:9 "That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." On the phone tonight, and asked to lead me in the sinners prayer.
I haven't stopped shaking since. I have felt it getting closer and closer every day.
It was inevitable. But am I ready to take that step again?
Give it all up for the sake of the son?
I want to, but a part of me is still being pulled back.
I told him on the phone that if he would have seen me two years ago he would have seen a girl so wrapped up and in love with the father that nothing else mattered. He asked me what happened to that. And I couldn't even muster a good enough answer...
Because I have no excuse.
Is tonight gonna be that night?
Friday, January 8, 2010
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